guess i am back blogging since i got time to go online after my nationals :D:D well it have been 2 years since i last blog so here goes, nothing much happen to me, got into NS and out of NS as a fire fighter and well some time i ask myself "why not try getting into a slack vocation?" instead i got into one of the toughest vocation i can get into -.- oh well, since i am in it, might as well make full use of it, POP and got into AMK fire station, have an enjoyable time in turning out in fire engine aka pumper, and LFAV, and whoosh 1 year and 10 month just flew past. south east asia cheer open (SEACO) was just round the corner when i ORD from NS, so i have the time to focus before my competition, and when for it, as much as i want the stunts to go up, want to fight for it, but it still fall. cannot really say anything much. and how do i feel? upset? angry? well, i say i feel VERY disappointed with myself, and thats all. there is this person that appear on the 14 of feb this year, and it was really by coincident, no planning, no nothing and we just met, kinda shy when i first met her, ended up asking her to go jogging with me (i bet she have never seen a guy as weak as me). just on her birthday i was inform of a very upsetting news and she just came down right away from her house to mine at 1am, and keep me accompany till 6am. and it is her 18 birthday. and on 30 of march, i have my SEACO when i am really down. she is there for me too. GOD i just want to thank you for letting this angel into my life and changing me :D:D

UPDATES~ Just came back from camp :D:D haha, and no, i din get lost there, woots. get to know lots of fun ppl there. night walk was awesome, was amuse with the respond ppl give me when i din reply them :D:D

any way, i am sleeping soon already, BBQ tomorrow, cheers

P.S. dota is fun :D:D

UPDATES~ working tomorrow, woots, taking sec 3 cohort, haha, Balestier Hill Secondary School, haha. it will be at st john island anyway, and i have never been there in my life before, sure hope i wun get lost there.

P.S. i dun want to kena middle slot for sentry duty

UPDATES~ lalas, kinda bored wasting time at home, and oh well, it is a new year and woots, going to work real soon, haha. i should go get some sleep first although i doubt i will sleep, most likely i will be playing mouse hunt for the whole night AGAIN

P.S. I have no life

UPDATES again~ haha, have been rotting at home, not doing much things and yes,i have got no life. i have actually playing runescape and blackshot, time really appear slow to me, real slow. facebook is boring and i have got no idea why do i keep going there. if only fairytails are real.

You said you like stars, whenever i look at the night sky with stars, i can't help but to think about you. some time i really wish i can give you a hug, some time i just wish you can cheer me up when i am down, i am nothing but just a normal guy.

P.S. most of the time, friendship last longer then relationship, but i want to have a relationship then the friendship can last

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UPDATES~ in less then a week time, i will be having a camp in RIV, how awesome is it? haha, i dun see many ppl of my age going back to help out. esp not for camps, i wonder why, i believe it will be a great training camp for the campers :D:D. anyway, 30 dec is coming already, can't wait for the concert to come, then i can see wenzi le :D:D. I just sign a full time contract with camphigh achiever, and my first camp with them is in st john isand, awesome right? i have never been there before, i sure hope it will better then JBAC. haha :D:D


P.S. I love sleeping in a hammock :D:D

AWESOME!! it is 2:30AM, and i am not asleep, my body clock spoilt. damn it, nothing happen today, i am HUNGRY now, like very hungry now. hahaha, ok, i am going to make this a short post, nights

P.S. raw eggs is nice :D:D