guess i am back blogging since i got time to go online after my nationals :D:D well it have been 2 years since i last blog so here goes, nothing much happen to me, got into NS and out of NS as a fire fighter and well some time i ask myself "why not try getting into a slack vocation?" instead i got into one of the toughest vocation i can get into -.- oh well, since i am in it, might as well make full use of it, POP and got into AMK fire station, have an enjoyable time in turning out in fire engine aka pumper, and LFAV, and whoosh 1 year and 10 month just flew past. south east asia cheer open (SEACO) was just round the corner when i ORD from NS, so i have the time to focus before my competition, and when for it, as much as i want the stunts to go up, want to fight for it, but it still fall. cannot really say anything much. and how do i feel? upset? angry? well, i say i feel VERY disappointed with myself, and thats all. there is this person that appear on the 14 of feb this year, and it was really by coincident, no planning, no nothing and we just met, kinda shy when i first met her, ended up asking her to go jogging with me (i bet she have never seen a guy as weak as me). just on her birthday i was inform of a very upsetting news and she just came down right away from her house to mine at 1am, and keep me accompany till 6am. and it is her 18 birthday. and on 30 of march, i have my SEACO when i am really down. she is there for me too. GOD i just want to thank you for letting this angel into my life and changing me :D:D